Well I’m back. Y’all miss me?
I’m back and back with a fury. I realized in my time off on my couch, a drain tube hanging out of my left boob, that I had a job to do, a difference to make.
Fuck fear and fuck all that pussy bullshit that goes along with it. God/Great Spirit; whatever the fuck you want to call it, put me here for reason. I’m here to write and I’m here to make a difference and help others.
And I’ll do it my way. Through sage logic and a foul mouth. Whoever doesn’t like it can get fucked. I’m standing up for what I believe in.
While I was drugged up and recuperating; fading in and out of lucidity a few things came to me.
I’m scared shitless of publishing my book, writing this blog everyday and of failure.
I worry too much about pleasing others around me that I care about. I let people close to me get away with too much.
I don’t realize the impact I have the potential to make and through procrastination and self doubt, I have slowed myself down.
And lastly, I got depressed. I got lost in the dark shit for a hot minute and almost said fuck it to the whole thing and settled for a non-creative career.
Fuck all of that noise. I’m stronger than that.
I’m here, I’m loud and I don’t give good god damn what anybody thinks. Fuck fear. I’m going to take positive risks that enhance my future and scare the shit out of myself each and everyday.
I’m going to do my damnedest to make it, to get my audience, to get my words out and use the reaping to help those in need and to throw as much as I can to charity.
I’m alive, I’m able and god damn it, this bitch is going to make a difference.
Who’s with me?
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