The last few weeks I’ve been in La-La Land, repeatedly mind-fucking myself into oblivion. My head; now impregnated with a bullshit existence that doesn’t exist.
What the fuck is real and what is just a figment of my imagination?
Too many good things have happened for this to be real and I’ve let my happiness spiral out of control.
I fear I’ve painted a picture much too bright; one that might not be real.
Oh the bitter letdown of optimism.
I see now, why I always chose the side of pessimism. Everything is always looking up from there and never looking down. Ho ho, look who’s Debbie Downer now!
It’s time to pull my pennies together and opt for an abortion of this optimistic love child I’ve created.
The future seems much to rosy for the likes of me and I’d rather paint it black.
There’s no pleasure quite like that of the voyeur looking in on an argument of the self is there?
I must get back to the present and make an assessment. See what colors really lay ahead and what is really in store for me, good or bad.
Because in the present is where I get things done. Where I concentrate the best and where I create the best with the palate given to me.
That’s the latest catch phrase in the working world these days; to be present. While its obnoxious; its legitimate!
More doors open, less fantasies occur and there’s no mistaking what is real.
No moment goes missed, no small gift unnoticed. It’s all seen, it’s all there.
There’s no question as to where one stands in the universe, it’s crystal fucking clear.
I need to get back to the present.
I’m far from it and lost in the back corner of my mind. I don’t know how I got this far in, but it’s time to resurface. I’ve about had it with my bullshit.
*And for those that may be feeling a bit confused, I’m not advocating pessimism OR elated optimism. I advocating being PRESENT; working toward what you want without creating an illusion, good or bad.
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What the fuck is real and what is just a figment of my imagination?
Too many good things have happened for this to be real and I’ve let my happiness spiral out of control.
I fear I’ve painted a picture much too bright; one that might not be real.
Oh the bitter letdown of optimism.
I see now, why I always chose the side of pessimism. Everything is always looking up from there and never looking down. Ho ho, look who’s Debbie Downer now!
It’s time to pull my pennies together and opt for an abortion of this optimistic love child I’ve created.
The future seems much to rosy for the likes of me and I’d rather paint it black.
There’s no pleasure quite like that of the voyeur looking in on an argument of the self is there?
I must get back to the present and make an assessment. See what colors really lay ahead and what is really in store for me, good or bad.
Because in the present is where I get things done. Where I concentrate the best and where I create the best with the palate given to me.
That’s the latest catch phrase in the working world these days; to be present. While its obnoxious; its legitimate!
More doors open, less fantasies occur and there’s no mistaking what is real.
No moment goes missed, no small gift unnoticed. It’s all seen, it’s all there.
There’s no question as to where one stands in the universe, it’s crystal fucking clear.
I need to get back to the present.
I’m far from it and lost in the back corner of my mind. I don’t know how I got this far in, but it’s time to resurface. I’ve about had it with my bullshit.
*And for those that may be feeling a bit confused, I’m not advocating pessimism OR elated optimism. I advocating being PRESENT; working toward what you want without creating an illusion, good or bad.
Buy Hi, Have You Met Me? on Amazon today! http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00B009W1M
Check out the blog on it's home site @
www.hihaveyoumetme.com for previous writings and more.
Don’t forget to stalk me further at https://twitter.com/#!/hihaveyoumetme orhttp://www.facebook.com/authorkatemonahan